9 Weeks...

After my splurge with the rolo's last weekend I made a promise to myself that I would keep my "relaxed meal" under control!  I had back to back parties this weekend so I stocked my cooler for the day.  The first week of preparing my meals felt so daunting but I have grown so accustomed to packing my meals that I can have my cooler ready to go in no time.  I indulged in some potato & pasta salad for dinner and had a slice of cake but didn't go overboard.  I avoided all chips and dips and stuck to the veggie platter.  I did realize one thing after eating my slice of cake and that is the power of sugar.  Since I do not have a TON of sugar, besides my fruits, in my day to day eating the moment I taste sugar it's all I want.  I literally could have killed the entire cake if someone gave me permission.  Sugar has this power over me and I have a hard time limiting myself once I give in.  I really want to focus on this so it's doesn't play mind games with me over the next few months.  My best bet is to not even taste it and then I won't know what I am missing!

In show news:

My theme wear finally came in!!!! I almost fainted when I saw the size of bottoms and I think my dad had to sit down.  I'll put it this way, they make Victoria Secret look like a granny panties.  After the sheer terror moment was over I am pleased with how it turned out and glad that it fits.  I think once my hair and makeup is done and I have a tan it will look a lot better.  Seeing the backside photo was an indication that I need to roll over on the beach a little more! My prop is a toy gun which also came in and I am pretty sure it looked like a drug deal in the Caraba's parking lot as they handed me over the gun. Once I spray paint it gold it will look a little less crips and bloods.  

I am attending my second Sunday Session this weekend so I hope it's a little less painful as the first and I am also meeting up with some savage girls to work on posing Saturday as well so the next blog should be a little more exciting!

Stats: 6/30/12

Weight: 132.4
BF %:  18.5 !! I asked my old trainer if I could use the handheld machine to see what I have lost in a month and I was pleased. 2.4% since the beginning of June :)