2 days. Reality slap....the show is this weekend. Yes, I have done one show before but my butterflies are kicking away. I was looking at pictures from last years' show and started to feel this lump slowly work its way from my stomach to my throat! It's not like I have to talk or answer questions on global warming but to get on stage in a TINY outfit in front of who knows how many people....ya I'd say its a smidge nerve racking. I have so much respect for people in this industry mainly because I know there is no pussy footing around anything. Your either in or your out.
The week of show has been no doubt challenging. I have barely been able to write a post because my train of thought has been so all over the place! I can finally say.. WORKOUTS are DONE..well until Monday that is. I had my final dress rehearsal last night my some of my teammates and I am feeling confident and prepared for the stage. We leave for Foxwoods tomorrow afternoon and then all the fun begins! 6 girls in one hotel room...oh to be a fly on the wall :) I've made some really great friends through this process and could not be more excited to share this experience with them.
I am getting my spray tan tonight, posing, running a crap ton of errands and cooking for the show...literally, a Wanna B Bikini Queen's job is never done!
Before I step on stage, I would like to say a special thank you to some amazing people. First and foremost, Janelle wonder woman Nicolo, I appreciate all the work you do for us girls. You make each one of us feel special and important and I am so happy to be part of your team. My Body Ambition teammates, I can't express how nice it feels to walk into BodyCo for our sessions and always be greeted with a smile. I've grown to care about each one of you and cannot wait for you to have your special moment on stage. I would also like to say a special thank you to Amy G :), my gym bud. Just take a look at the girl and you know she's a winner. I used to admire her at our gym and never imagined I would actually become friends and gym partners. She really has pushed me to another level in terms of training. I can say I lift heavier, sprint longer and get at them abs because of her work ethic. Last but not least, my main squeeze ;) This has been a rough prep for my mood swings and I appreciate it everything you do for me. I can't wait to spend some qt together and love you tremendously.
okay, okay...enough of the softy stuff...with all that said...I'm getting on that stage and holding nothing back. Whatever happens, happens...just know you gave it your best!
I will take lots of pics and post via FB and on my show re-cap blog :)
Thursday, April 25, 2013
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
10 DAYS!!!!
Well....it's here...10 day countdown. HOLY CRAP. As long as this show prep has felt...now that it's here...where did the time go?!
This has been a harder prep for me than the last time. I was SUPER restrictive for my first show and followed everything to a T. Once I was able to add normal healthy foods and treats back into my diet I did not want to give them up.
I will give some advice to those debating vacation 2 weeks' before a show....unless it's an island that bans junk food...DON'T DO IT! I totally needed the relaxation and I feel so re-energized but my goodness...if I had to sit through another dinner and watch my dad inhale a slice of chocolate, carrot or pina cola cake I was about to scream. This brings me to the "Dutch Baby". Monday night we went to a great restaurant in Sarasota. I had some scallops and asparagus which were delicious but then my boyfriend ordered dessert. My biggest mistake was thinking I had control to only have one bite...ya okay. This "Dutch Baby" was an apple pie baked in a skillet with cinnamon ice cream and caramel sauce OMGGGGGGGG. One bite turned into two and two turned into three...I didn't kill the dessert but I should not have even touched it to begin with.
The next morning I woke up wrapped in so much guilt. What the hell was I doing...so from Tues - Sat ..I didn't touch another thing. Looking back, a week later, was having a few bites of the dessert the end of the world? We are human..I know I sure as hell am not perfect...as dedicated and strict as I am most of the time I fall off the wagon and take a few missteps here and there. When stuff like the "Dutch Baby" happens you cannot let it defeat your mentality. Ya shit, I screwed up and I learned from it but amidst some of these occurrences, I managed to lose 3lbs on vacation.
Back to the good ole' routine which I hate to say...I kind of missed. I enjoy my gym time after work and meeting up with some of the BA girls. The gym I used in Anna Maria served its purpose but my goodness this thing was old. I swear, the seated calf raise machine felt like it was one screw away from completly disassembling while I was on it. I will say, if you eveer want to feel like a straight of power house beast...attend a gym with all old people LOL. I was the youngest thing in there by a few decades.
In Show News: I am carb cycling like a mofo right now but my body has become somewhat accustomed so my enegry level does not seem so low anymore. I am seeing changes in my body which is always the coolest part. I picked up my sportswear from my seamstress yesterday and this woman worked some serious magic!!! I loved my blue Rogiani that I wore for September but it just wasn't the most flattering top and bottoms for my figure. She re-vamped it and I was soo impressed!
I had to leave my dress with her since I lost a little weight and she needs to bring it in a smidge but overall it looks a thousand times better than the day it came in the mail. Everything is coming together and now it's just a waiting game.
Progress Pics:
ohhh...I am going to be sneaky and make you all wait til show time now!!!
This has been a harder prep for me than the last time. I was SUPER restrictive for my first show and followed everything to a T. Once I was able to add normal healthy foods and treats back into my diet I did not want to give them up.
I will give some advice to those debating vacation 2 weeks' before a show....unless it's an island that bans junk food...DON'T DO IT! I totally needed the relaxation and I feel so re-energized but my goodness...if I had to sit through another dinner and watch my dad inhale a slice of chocolate, carrot or pina cola cake I was about to scream. This brings me to the "Dutch Baby". Monday night we went to a great restaurant in Sarasota. I had some scallops and asparagus which were delicious but then my boyfriend ordered dessert. My biggest mistake was thinking I had control to only have one bite...ya okay. This "Dutch Baby" was an apple pie baked in a skillet with cinnamon ice cream and caramel sauce OMGGGGGGGG. One bite turned into two and two turned into three...I didn't kill the dessert but I should not have even touched it to begin with. The next morning I woke up wrapped in so much guilt. What the hell was I doing...so from Tues - Sat ..I didn't touch another thing. Looking back, a week later, was having a few bites of the dessert the end of the world? We are human..I know I sure as hell am not perfect...as dedicated and strict as I am most of the time I fall off the wagon and take a few missteps here and there. When stuff like the "Dutch Baby" happens you cannot let it defeat your mentality. Ya shit, I screwed up and I learned from it but amidst some of these occurrences, I managed to lose 3lbs on vacation.
Back to the good ole' routine which I hate to say...I kind of missed. I enjoy my gym time after work and meeting up with some of the BA girls. The gym I used in Anna Maria served its purpose but my goodness this thing was old. I swear, the seated calf raise machine felt like it was one screw away from completly disassembling while I was on it. I will say, if you eveer want to feel like a straight of power house beast...attend a gym with all old people LOL. I was the youngest thing in there by a few decades.
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| Sportswear in September.... wait to you see how she changed it! |
I had to leave my dress with her since I lost a little weight and she needs to bring it in a smidge but overall it looks a thousand times better than the day it came in the mail. Everything is coming together and now it's just a waiting game.
Progress Pics:
ohhh...I am going to be sneaky and make you all wait til show time now!!!
Thursday, April 4, 2013
R&R...3 WEEKS!!!
April is among us!!!! 23 days til GO TIME SHOW TIME! oh and how could I forget...2 days until vacation :))))
My nerves are starting to kick in a little for vacation. Vacation should NOT be stressful thing but I can't help but be nervous because who goes on vacation and CANNOT eat or drink anything bad?! At this point there is no wiggle room...the show will be two weeks from when I return home so I don't have time erase any damage that may happen over the course of a weeks' vacation. I CAN DO THIS! I have done it before...never to this extent or this close to a show but I know have willpower and have used it many of times in hard situations. Dinner will be my only struggle since the rest of the meals will be at the condo which I have total control over. I am going to try my best not to stress and enjoy the vacation. My body and mind need the time to relax and regroup.
What does a bikini competitor 23 days out from a show bring on vacation? Security will have a field day with my suitcase I am sure!
Since I will have access to a full grocery store I will buy all my food there but to save a little money I plan to pack some things in my suitcase:
In Show News, things are shaping up quite nicely. Checklist is looking good!
Bikini - arrived and fully blinged out
Model Bikini - Check
Dress - picking up 4/16 from tailor
Model sportswear - picking up 4/16 from tailor
Theme wear - just about complete!
Tan - Jana Tana arrived this week!
VS suit for photo shoot: Check
Dream tan - Check
Hair appt: booked for week before show!
Wax/spray tan appts booked!
Make-up appt - paid for and booked
Rooms at Foxwoods: Booked
Registration: Check!
Bling accessories: Bracelets (check) - just need some earrings
Progress Pics 4/4/13
My nerves are starting to kick in a little for vacation. Vacation should NOT be stressful thing but I can't help but be nervous because who goes on vacation and CANNOT eat or drink anything bad?! At this point there is no wiggle room...the show will be two weeks from when I return home so I don't have time erase any damage that may happen over the course of a weeks' vacation. I CAN DO THIS! I have done it before...never to this extent or this close to a show but I know have willpower and have used it many of times in hard situations. Dinner will be my only struggle since the rest of the meals will be at the condo which I have total control over. I am going to try my best not to stress and enjoy the vacation. My body and mind need the time to relax and regroup.
What does a bikini competitor 23 days out from a show bring on vacation? Security will have a field day with my suitcase I am sure!
Since I will have access to a full grocery store I will buy all my food there but to save a little money I plan to pack some things in my suitcase:- coconut oil - if it doesn't get cut my then :( - stuff is expensive!
- Vitamins
- measuring cups/spoons
- food scale
- cooler
- Yogi tea
- chai seeds /quinao (pack in baggies)
- spices
- SUNBLOCK & HATSS! It's crucial I keep the sun tan under control. Typically I'd be out oil and all crisping away but that cannot happen this year. I need to be very mindful of the sun because if I burn and peal ...my show tan will look a HOT MESS!
In Show News, things are shaping up quite nicely. Checklist is looking good!
Bikini - arrived and fully blinged out
Model Bikini - Check
Dress - picking up 4/16 from tailor
Model sportswear - picking up 4/16 from tailor
Theme wear - just about complete!
Tan - Jana Tana arrived this week!
VS suit for photo shoot: Check
Dream tan - Check
Hair appt: booked for week before show!
Wax/spray tan appts booked!
Make-up appt - paid for and booked
Rooms at Foxwoods: Booked
Registration: Check!
Bling accessories: Bracelets (check) - just need some earrings
Progress Pics 4/4/13
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Mental Toughness...4 Weeks
Mental toughness is the key to success as a fitness competitor. My emotions are on a very up and down cycle right now due to my fluctuations in carbs. There will be moments when I have a crap load of energy and feel like I am going to conquer the day.... and then my coffee wears off. My last show prep I went through the same sort of emotional ups and downs and I know that once the day is here I will forget they ever happened. This is the tough part and this is where the mental toughness has to come into play. No matter who you are...at this point in the show prep...you're tired. I am drained and my body is exhausted but you just have to push through. Making the most of my rest days are a really important aspect of my prep right now. For instance, this weekend was my best friends birthday and I went into Boston for the night to celebrate. Granted there was no drinking involved but my body is sooo not used to being up until 2am. Sunday, my rest day, I felt like I was hit by a truck. I was sooo exhausted and lazy that I went to whole foods and bought all my meals to eat for the day....expensive...and not something I recommend on a weekly basis!
I am just 11 days away from being on vacation and holy shalmoley it really can't come soon enough. Even though this will be a BIG challenge it couldn't have come at a better time. My body is yearning for a break from my routine. Some sun, r&r, and not having to prepare dinner is just what the doctor has ordered. I found a 24 hour gym within miles from my hotel so I am thrilled to be able to get my workouts in early and relax for the rest of the day! Being the absolute type A maniac I am, I have researched all the restaurants I am going for dinner and have made a list of "approved options" to send my coach for review in my next check-in.
My boyfriend and I also need some much needed vacation time! Between both of our hectic schedules we are lucky to see each other for more than an hour a day! We will also celebrate our 3 year anniversary on vacation which is always my favorite since we eat outdoors and watch the sunset. I will have to cheers with water but ...what can ya do!
In show news, my theme wear is just about done and I am dyiingggg! It's so fab on so many levels! Once I reveal my theme, I will show you the insane PowerPoint slide I put together as my drawing board for ideas and it has really come to life! Type A personality strikes again. Had my one on one posing session with Janelle which really got my excited since we came up with a great stage walk for the show! I dropped off my sports wear and model dress with a seamstress last week which really put me at ease. I was going to either buy new sports wear for model or get mine altered and altering was definitely the smarter and cost saving solution. My dress was not cheap so thankfully I think she is going to be able to fix it. It really stinks when you spend a butt load of money on a dress and the fit is soo awful and completely unwearable. I can't return it so I am praying she pulls through for alterations. Besides stoning my bikini ...i am DONE with purchases...and that my friends is a GOOD feeling :)
Progress Pics 3/28/13
134.3
Can't say that I am over excited about my progress pics this week..don't see much of a change. I will say that I was half asleep in these photos..not even kidding. My bf had to leave early for work so I kept my suit and shoes next to bed and had him wake me up before he left....then returned to bed LOL
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| My vaca approved option menu |
My boyfriend and I also need some much needed vacation time! Between both of our hectic schedules we are lucky to see each other for more than an hour a day! We will also celebrate our 3 year anniversary on vacation which is always my favorite since we eat outdoors and watch the sunset. I will have to cheers with water but ...what can ya do!
Progress Pics 3/28/13
134.3
Can't say that I am over excited about my progress pics this week..don't see much of a change. I will say that I was half asleep in these photos..not even kidding. My bf had to leave early for work so I kept my suit and shoes next to bed and had him wake me up before he left....then returned to bed LOL
Thursday, March 21, 2013
5 Weeks...Abracadabra
5 weekssss!!! Now we are talkinggggg! This is my favorite part of the competition prep. You're probably thinking to yourself...high cardio, low starches...why the heck is this your favorite part? Besides the fact that I hate cardio and love my starches this is the time when the magic starts happening. At 10 weeks out nothing really changes and the big day seems so far away. Once you pass the half way point things start to GET REAL! When you are almost in the same month as your show..you know..it's go big or go home time. I am noticing changes in my body and things are starting to tighten up. My good ole' abbies are bacck in town and it's nice to see them again. My cardio as well as diet has switched up this week and I am interested to see how it goes.
I am very excited about the next upcoming weeks! Why, you ask? Well, for starters, I have a private posing session with my FABU coach Janelle. I can't wait to come up with something special for my theme wear. I am also visiting my best friend for her birthday in Boston on Saturday night :). No booze for this girl but some best friend time is all I really need anyways! I am also meeting with a tailor this week to make some much needed alternations on my model club wear dress as well as sportswear. I am obsessed with my dress for model but it needs some alterations so I am praying that she can work some magic! THEN...Dun Dun Dun...VACATIONNNN!!!!
I have two more Monday wake-ups and then I will be leaving for Florida for one of my favorite vacations of the year. This will be my fourth year going to Anna Maria Island with my family and 3rd year bringing the boy toy along. As anxious as I am about the food situation I am more excited to RELAX! Seriously, between work, workouts, food prep ect...I am beat! We rent a condo while we are there so I have access to a full kitchen which I will be spending some time in prepping some meals for the week. We will be eating out for dinner every night but at that point I will be 3 weeks out from the show...I have NO choice but to make smart decisions. Will it be hard...um YA! Will I be sad to watch my bf drink my fav Tommy Bahama's pina colada and coconut cake...YA but in the end, it's one week of my life...suck it up. The upside of going on vacation 3 weeks before my show is the fact that I just bought 4 new Victoria's Seceret bathing suits and I can't wait to wear them!! If I can't eat anything bad on vacation I sure as hell will be sporting some cute clothes. I am excited to compare my pictures from this year to 2011 and 2012.
One my teammates made a good point the other day. We look at ourselves in the mirror everyday and over analyze our bodies so that sometimes we don't see the progress being made. She compared her pictures from January to now and it was amazing. It's not like I had a ton if weight to lose this time around. My focus has been more about building and tightening. Below are my pics from January to now. The difference is not earth shattering but it's a nice reminder that hard work pays off. Nothing changes overnight and we have to be patient with our results.
Progress Pics: 3/21/13
weight: 133.4 (droppin' it like it's HOT)
I am very excited about the next upcoming weeks! Why, you ask? Well, for starters, I have a private posing session with my FABU coach Janelle. I can't wait to come up with something special for my theme wear. I am also visiting my best friend for her birthday in Boston on Saturday night :). No booze for this girl but some best friend time is all I really need anyways! I am also meeting with a tailor this week to make some much needed alternations on my model club wear dress as well as sportswear. I am obsessed with my dress for model but it needs some alterations so I am praying that she can work some magic! THEN...Dun Dun Dun...VACATIONNNN!!!!
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| 2011..had lost some weight but had not discovered clean eating just yet |
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| 2012 discovered the Get in Shape Girl.. clean eating, circuit training and HIIT |
One my teammates made a good point the other day. We look at ourselves in the mirror everyday and over analyze our bodies so that sometimes we don't see the progress being made. She compared her pictures from January to now and it was amazing. It's not like I had a ton if weight to lose this time around. My focus has been more about building and tightening. Below are my pics from January to now. The difference is not earth shattering but it's a nice reminder that hard work pays off. Nothing changes overnight and we have to be patient with our results.
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| Jan 2013 - March 18th |
Progress Pics: 3/21/13
weight: 133.4 (droppin' it like it's HOT)
Thursday, March 14, 2013
6 Weeks...Cut the SH*t
Alright...enough already.. it's time to cut the shit!!! I'll be honest here ..to the joe schmo off the street I eat really well but I have been noticing these little extras here and there that I have allowed myself. I totally caved at Melting Pot on Monday night and gave in to some dessert and other little tid bits here and there. I wouldn't say that it's one massive cheat meal..it's more like flirting. Reality is all of these little flirting incidents add up and I would hate to get to the point where it's irreversible.
You may be thinking..what is she really eating here? Is it that bad? To the average healthy eater, no. An extra I had this past weekend was Greek yogurt, granola and fruit..GASP!! Not on plan right now....I had one crab Rangoon GASPPPP and 2 slices of turkey bacon...HOW DARE SHEEE. It's not like I am making pants splitting decisions here but I need to cut the shit. I have 6 weeks left until I step on stage and I want my hard work and dedication to shine and not think to myself..damn If only I had cut the shit earlier. Head is fully in the game and I am playing to win. Win meaning, yaa you bet your ass I want to place. Win meaning, I want to get on stage looking my very best. Win meaning, have no regrets. Placing is not everything but you don't just spend all this money, train for 12 weeks or longer and have a restricted diet all for fun. This is a huge show and like I have mentioned before the likelihood of placing is a lot harder. If I don't place the world won't end and I won't give up competing but I might shed a quick tear and head for the almond butter ;)
On the upside, after close to a year changing my lifestyle, I feel like I finally have batch cooking down to a science. I can bang out 8 meals within an hour and a half. They key for me is planning two solid proteins and two veggies for meals 2 and 4 for Mon - Friday. This weeks' protein included crock pot chicken with Ken's no sodium lemon pepper marinade and egg white muffins. I chopped up a mixture of pepper, sugar snap peas and cucumber and zip locked in 5 baggies and then roasted asparagus. Starches are always my favorite which consisted of boiling two sweet potato's and mashing with cinnamon as well as quinao. Typically, I always eat breakfast at home so meal 1 is never on the go and I usually pack leftovers from dinner for my lunch the next day. Meal 5 and 6 are always at home so no need to prep. Voila! easy peasy!
In show news, one of my suits is done and I am LOVING IT. I would post a picture but I am going to keep everyone in suspense until show day!! My list of things to do has dwindled ..a tad. Let's see here:
- Pay suit designer
-Order/buy crystals
-Order more Jan Tana
- Model dress alteration
-sports wear?
-Color hair extensions
Not THAT bad. I am hoping to everything at least finalized before I leave for vacation in April.
Progress Pics: 3 14 13
Weight: 136 (upside..i have not gained)
You may be thinking..what is she really eating here? Is it that bad? To the average healthy eater, no. An extra I had this past weekend was Greek yogurt, granola and fruit..GASP!! Not on plan right now....I had one crab Rangoon GASPPPP and 2 slices of turkey bacon...HOW DARE SHEEE. It's not like I am making pants splitting decisions here but I need to cut the shit. I have 6 weeks left until I step on stage and I want my hard work and dedication to shine and not think to myself..damn If only I had cut the shit earlier. Head is fully in the game and I am playing to win. Win meaning, yaa you bet your ass I want to place. Win meaning, I want to get on stage looking my very best. Win meaning, have no regrets. Placing is not everything but you don't just spend all this money, train for 12 weeks or longer and have a restricted diet all for fun. This is a huge show and like I have mentioned before the likelihood of placing is a lot harder. If I don't place the world won't end and I won't give up competing but I might shed a quick tear and head for the almond butter ;)
On the upside, after close to a year changing my lifestyle, I feel like I finally have batch cooking down to a science. I can bang out 8 meals within an hour and a half. They key for me is planning two solid proteins and two veggies for meals 2 and 4 for Mon - Friday. This weeks' protein included crock pot chicken with Ken's no sodium lemon pepper marinade and egg white muffins. I chopped up a mixture of pepper, sugar snap peas and cucumber and zip locked in 5 baggies and then roasted asparagus. Starches are always my favorite which consisted of boiling two sweet potato's and mashing with cinnamon as well as quinao. Typically, I always eat breakfast at home so meal 1 is never on the go and I usually pack leftovers from dinner for my lunch the next day. Meal 5 and 6 are always at home so no need to prep. Voila! easy peasy!
In show news, one of my suits is done and I am LOVING IT. I would post a picture but I am going to keep everyone in suspense until show day!! My list of things to do has dwindled ..a tad. Let's see here:
- Pay suit designer
-Order/buy crystals
-Order more Jan Tana
- Model dress alteration
-sports wear?
-Color hair extensions
Not THAT bad. I am hoping to everything at least finalized before I leave for vacation in April.
Progress Pics: 3 14 13
Weight: 136 (upside..i have not gained)
Thursday, March 7, 2013
7 Weeks
Saturday will be the 7 week mark until the show! March will either go by really fast or reallly slow. My food has not changed a whole lot which is great since I am able to get my starches in and really push through my workouts. I can't believe within the past few months how much I have improved in my lifting. I am hoping that once my diet starts to cut down I can still bring the same energy to my workouts.
This past Saturday I drove to meet with Christine Summer, suit designer of Body Ambition, to finalize my theme wear. My cape came in and I couldn't be more excited about it! Creating a solid theme wear routine is absolutely crucial to pull this cape off! I am going to schedule a private posing session with my coach so she can help me create something special.
With all the exciting things happening I have to say I am freaking tired. We started March workouts this week and my body is hurting!! I love going to the gym and find it really de-stresses me after a work day but I wish there were more hours in the day! For instance, Tuesday is my leg day. I get to the gym around 4:30 and do my 30 mins of cardio whether it be HIIT or steady state before my friend arrives. 5pm we start our leg routine and finish that up around 6:10 - 6:15pm...6:20pm we start our ab circuit finishing everything up around 6:35pm. I am not crying a river here but some nights it feels like by the time I eat dinner and shower...it's time for bed. I could get up in the morning before work at 5:00 am but I don't have the energy to do some of the lifting without having a solid meal and water in my system. WAMP WAMP..my debbie downer speech is over...ultimately hard work pays off and if you want to be a fitness competitor it takes hours in the kitchen and hours in the gym!
Ohhh...almost forgot! I got a mystic tan last Friday because I just couldn't deal with my pale self for another day. I have to say it came out great!! Minus one hand being a shade darker than the other I am sooo doing it again. It's pretty fool proof since it tells you where to put your feet and when. The only thing I didn't like was feeling that sense of anxiety when the sprayer is about to hit your face. It's like...do I take a deep breath? What if I panic and open my mouth? Overall, I recommend. I used medium since the girl told me dark would be a little tooo much color given it's March!
Progress Pics 3/7/13
This past Saturday I drove to meet with Christine Summer, suit designer of Body Ambition, to finalize my theme wear. My cape came in and I couldn't be more excited about it! Creating a solid theme wear routine is absolutely crucial to pull this cape off! I am going to schedule a private posing session with my coach so she can help me create something special.
Ohhh...almost forgot! I got a mystic tan last Friday because I just couldn't deal with my pale self for another day. I have to say it came out great!! Minus one hand being a shade darker than the other I am sooo doing it again. It's pretty fool proof since it tells you where to put your feet and when. The only thing I didn't like was feeling that sense of anxiety when the sprayer is about to hit your face. It's like...do I take a deep breath? What if I panic and open my mouth? Overall, I recommend. I used medium since the girl told me dark would be a little tooo much color given it's March!
Progress Pics 3/7/13
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